GOD III

When you were small you were told of Gods more powerful than adults. You believed. But when you were tall enough to look directly at the face of God, you discovered it was only a mask. You were angry and turned away from the god-mask.

Your childhood experiences could be the end of your relationship with God. You are filled with doubt. But your doubt is holy and could guide you to refreshing spiritual realities. If you are fortunate you will run across some truly spiritual people.If you beleive they have no desire to determine you path or control your behavior, you will feel free to listen to their experiences.

First, you will hear that the god-like mask is an image painted for those who are not participating in a divine experience. There may be some sadness. Down deep you wish for a parent who will get you out of trouble - one who constantly thinks of you. But flowing with the sadness comes a realization of your own inner strength.

Then you will of a divinity in which you can participate. It has been called by many names, the God-head, the Tao, the Divine Darkness, the Creator, the Source of our Being. "God" is also a word for the fundamental mystery of existence. Because it is a word it should have a meaning; because it describes a mystery it can never have a universal definition.

When you were a child you wanted to know where God lived. you imagined a super human being, like Santa Claus, who lived "up there". As you grew older you realized there was no "up there". In church you heard about a supernatural being who lived in a place parallelto your world but not of it. A god who is superhuman or supernatural is distant from you. But perhaps God is not so remote. It may be that God is not a being but is Being itself..
God is unlimited; definitions of God are all limited. God cannot be captured in a net of words.

As you move along the path in life there comes a moment when you truly realize that you will not live forever. What is the relationship of the experience between your birth and death to what existed before you and continue after you?

"God" is a word. "God?" is the fundamental question about what it mans to be a complete person."God?" is a challenge to realize your humanness through an experience of what is unchanging and unlimited. Do not quest for "God" but for "God?"

There is a rhythm in all life. The rhythm can only be heard in moments of quiet. If you are in harmony with this rhythm there will be a sense of completeness in you and in all the people and things you touch. At first you only look outside yourself for the rhythm and there is only a faint sound. Then you listen inside.

When you hear the song you must decide what you will do. You can wander in search of other tunes. You can stand rigid and continue to listen. Or you can let the song possess you.You can become a part of the rhythm of Life and open ourself to the ultimate frontiers of existence. If that happens to you, then to the question "God?" you have responded, "Yes!"